It's a school night but I'm still sitting in front of my darling laptop but it's alright, not like this is the first time anyway. Still remember when I couldn't get to sleep the night before the first day of my semester two of school, not because I was too excited, but because my body clock was so screwed, I can only sleep when the Sun comes out does it duty. And that was, 9 weeks ago. I'm entering the tenth week of semester two of poly life. Owell, time do flies fast when you're occupied with things.
Recently I've got so busy that I can't even get a day off to sleep without the need to do any reflective journals and waking up in the late noon. I've also missed a month++ of diving training, which I am feeling quite guilty for. SHL Club meeting just always choose to fall on the days that I have training and of course, I put SHL Club as my first priority instead of Dive since we don't really dive for our training but run and swim instead.
So anyways, I was looking back at my older posts and I really missed secondary school. I found out that I'm always complaining about d&t in the past without realizing it... People must have got bored of me repeating it over and over again. But still, it makes up parts and parcel of my life teehee. Also, being a typical secondary school student, I was hoping to get out of school quickly and head on to a new environment, which if I can ever choose again, I would rather stay in secondary school for all my life. Okay, maybe not all my life but a little bit longer than just a mere five years. I really miss my friends and wished I did more crazy stuffs in school rather than just being a student that goes to school to sleep.
I've never got detention or punished by the discipline master ever in my entire life... Maybe just skipping a few times of not reporting and getting called back, and laughing right in the discipline master's face for no apparent reason. Ah, times like these are missed.
It's a pity that the rule book in life states that time never goes back but only forward and you're expected to cherish every single moment you have had with anyone and anything. Most people just tend to forget this and take too much things for granted, only to regret later in life, which is what I am doing right now.
I read a post on how much I wanted to move on to college, to a whole new environment because I was sick of what I had at that point of time - which again, goes back to the point that I had just mentioned, taking things for granted. So obviously, telling from where I am studying at now, tells you that my wish was granted.
Going up to a higher level of education in a school that has ten over thousands of people shows you a better view and variety of people that you'll meet in life at a later point of time. It really scares me to see how fast a person can change and how they can pretend to be the all goody-goody type of person to you when they are just devils in disguise. Soon, you'll see their sharp pointy horns popping out from their heads and that's when you know, you have not seen the world, yet.
Moreover, I'm in a school that changes your classes every semester, which means I'll see more different kinds of weird and at the same time, interesting people that I don't usually see around. So far, in my second semester, the people aren't so bad, except for a few that doesn't really seem to get how annoying they are. However, I just can't seem to mix around with the girls. I don't know if it's me that can't get well with them, or is it them that doesn't really like to be with me. That's a minus point for this class... I'm always hanging around with the guys, not that I really mind that much, but it's always better when you have a close girlfriend in class.
I wished I could get closer with them, but it seems so hard when all of them are always talking about their love life... Which really bores me and I'm getting a little annoyed by how much they are talking about it in Twitter. Okay, I think I shall not continue further because who knows, someone from my class might just be reading this. I shouldn't be complaining about my classmates, I should be thankful instead and learn to appreciate them!
I've just spent an hour typing this blog post, which is pretty long and you don't usually get to see me typing such a long wordy post unless I get the 'feel' to. I might write another one soon, since the year is coming to an end and that's when I usually reflect on myself and start writing again.
Time for bed. X